Fantasy is never final

Sunday, September 25, 2005

its come to a point where blogging is coming more tedious
u cant speak your mind freely animore
u have to think twice before u post an entry

the ironies of technologies
technology is supposed to make lives more convenient
time is freed from mundane tasks like washing clothes and cleaning the house
time is off the essence
time equates to money
which explains the mad rush of people to and fro

it has become a sin to not do anithing
why?
i dun understand
must we be occupied all the time

wait
i have a hypothesis
being occupied keeps ur minds of things
it keeps u from thinking of problems at the back of your head
chasing material comforts is what keeps us going

we aspire the good life

students chase the piece of paper containing results

that piece of paper causes so much trouble

"schools just a shadow of working life"

working is much worse than studying

god i shudder at these thoughts

how i am going to handle the future

I DUNNO, time will tell
but i dont want to think about the future
thinking just adds more burden to a heart that is so troubled
over trivial matters to some

the teachers will probably say now its the final stretch,
i hope u had a good rest cos thats the last few days that u can slack
from now on its intensive hard work
u cant give up now

i want to think that i had a good break, but the reality drowns out any optimism

haha can i indulge in escapism for a longer period.

an empty soul who wanders around to school simply for the sake of going

11:45:00 PM

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